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I've Been Busy

I've also been despairing a bit my inability to sit down in front of the computer and type out what's in my head. I'm not exactly sure what's wrong, but every time I sit down here with the intention of typing out an LJ entry I lose interest and focus.

I really don't want to stop writing out everything that's going on in my head because I find it a good way to purge my thoughts; the easiest way to describe it is I feel if I can get it down somewhere then it's not bouncing around in my head all the time which is a relief to say the least!

In an effort to help this problem I've gone out and picked up an actual journal and have of late been physically writing in my journal which certainly does help a lot. My plan is to begin transferring over the stuff I've written down. The only problem with a physical journal is that I'm very worried about who gets to read it; at least with LJ I feel like I have some control over who gets to see what, and I'm not very comfortable with writing out some of the darker musings of my brain in a place where just anyone can pick it up and read.

Still not really sure what to do about that...
I'm hoping this "mental block" or whatever you'd describe it as that comes between me and the computer goes on its merry way sometime soon.

I do have lots to catch you all up on, and I'll do my best to start transcribing my journal for you all sometime soon.
In the meantime I do have lovely things to share!
I've been CRAZY crafty of late, which I'll share with you in my next post.

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silverblue
Jul. 27th, 2007 02:12 am (UTC)
I've been a bit worried about you, actually :/
kanawinkie
Jul. 27th, 2007 02:21 am (UTC)
That's so kind of you. Sometimes I fear it's far too easy for me to simply melt away and be forgotten.
I think it the fact that at times I'm "ok" with this is much more scarier then the fact that I let this happen in the first place.
This is an issue I need to work on and can only be fixed by myself. Certainly putting in an effort to keep up with this thing helps keep me connected in some fashion.

If I stop and think about it, I get pretty worried about me to. But it's just me and I plod along as best I can with an absolutely wonderful family who's willing to support me(and kick my ass into gear, if necessary) during this self-perpetuating slump.

I'd just say "I'm ok, don't worry" But to be honest, having people check in me really helps. So I really appreciate it!
was1
Jul. 29th, 2007 04:47 pm (UTC)
Hey Kate, with everything going on, I hope you're doing okay. We should get together to hang out sometime. I haven't seen you in ages.
kanawinkie
Jul. 31st, 2007 02:39 am (UTC)
^_^
I'd like that a lot.
Certainly with me currently only working Fridays my schedule is wide open. Just lemme know when/where would be best for you.
was1
Jul. 31st, 2007 05:34 pm (UTC)
The next couple of weeks are going to be busy for me, and I'm on vacation out to Seattle. The second part of August would be good to get together though.
was1
Aug. 21st, 2007 01:55 pm (UTC)
Kate,

Did you get my e-mail about coming down to Boston for a visit?
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